hello. how have you been? i'm so happy for you everytime i read your blog! makes me jealous sometimes... that i wish i will find something that i am passionate about as a career. these coming two weeks will be a lot of quiet time and soul-searching time for me ( besides meeting up with friends and packing!)

previously, i had always thought that i will do honours. now, i've been thinking about what are my other options after graduation. maybe at this very moment, i'm feeling really tired from studies and just wants to find a job. but i think the real problem is i dont know what i really want to do. been thinking about doing honours and finding job at same time, but then taking job if i get it and not return.

remember the chain of events when i first went to aust? i have a feeling something similar will happen again. surprisingly enough, almost everyone i met has been encouraging me to do honours, even if it's in economics and not actuarial. most advice that i've been getting points that way. some say it's a once-in-a-lifetime chance, some say if you're good at it better to do it, or why rush into work? sigh. at least i'm glad that now i can relax and think about it carefully with less distraction.

what are your plans for christmas this year? i feel like i want to visit singapore during the christmas season. what do you think?